Synergy88 studios opened my door to doing more focused digital work and BRN nation was my first break. Design credits to Sir Vida, i did the coloring and visualization ideas..
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Though this project had been held due to some production issues, it was one moment where the company totally trusted me to do most of the works from design to showreel. Great honor to work with you Flipbook Inc.
Where can this lead me? The turn to create, to elevate and feed my brain with consuming blood. It's only when i feel agonized that i covet more. Should there be a preserve i can run to? A refuge i can save my pretense? Will i just wither in drought of blood or should i satisfy the appetite to empty the veins of those i can cling to? Where do i go from here? Tell me.
- Textured brush and the play of reflecting colors drove me to finish this in an hour and a half time. So inspired to paint but cant just find enough time, afraid of losing all my chances to 'improve' more or else i felt like i might die. Thank you my 'Friend' for thi It is when my darkness embrace me at times that i feel the craving for depth and savory feeding. A vampire on a hunt for fresh hot blood, would always reach gratification until the skin, life and soul of a prey sinks in the stillness of immortality.
"There it goes.. slowly clinging from the earth, rising up like hungry palms.. Reaching for the sun, starving for rain and light, bathing in what seems to be an eternal promise of a day, breathing to endure, flourishing its way to beauty that boasts no failure. Too bad though, it's existence lies on the hands of men, some cruel ones, some good enough. Some who will never learn it's worth. Some who will never see how many hues of green can one leaf contain."
"Live young nature, and find your nurture to battle.." (Sooo inspired trying to be both an earth-warrior and a poet haha, i wonder where my darkness have been? Go Green! This portrait is of my boyfriend who is now developing his love for plants and flowers.. awwww!) I have always been a fan of this old man since LOTR years, i remember i tried applying for a job in a mall where they do portraits, and Gandalf was one of my painting portfolio i was carrying that day. the good news, i was hired (Because of that art) , the bad news, i didn't stay long.. and another bad news, i never had the chance to get my first Gandalf painting back.. awww.
It feels good to finish something again that i tried spending my focus, mood and real time (7 hours) in an amazingly inspired manner. (Image from "The Hobbit:An Unexpected Journey". New Line Cinema) Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you. "
Pushing myself rock hard to at least add sense to my painter soul.. a work in progress.. her deformity will loom as this boost on the following days..
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